I can’t help but wonder, if I weren’t here, would you be dead?
Is it wrong that I called the cops?
Do you hate me?
I wish you’d call me, or answer my calls.
I’m sorry.
I can’t undo what’s happened, but I care to much about you to let you end it.
I had to call them.
I don’t want your blood on my hands.
I don’t want to wake up, knowing that you’re gone and there’s something that I could have done to stop it.
No matter what, I want you to know that I wish the best for you and truly am sorry for calling the cops.
I didn’t know what to do.
But I hope you are okay.
Bye now. 17 hours ago
How I did it: I started writing on a daily basis, requiring of myself at least one piece each night. I would sometimes write as many as three poems in one night. I found inspiration in life events, articles, and even books I've read recently. All in all this was a very inspiring, and has even motivated me to begin a novel. When I couldn't find a muse, and lacked motivation, I began making lists of even the silliest things. Some titles are "a hundred things that make me happy," or even "reasons why I don't talk." I wrote absolutely anything whenever I could, and have actually developed some quality pieces that are being published later this year. Read how I did it… 2 months ago
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At last update I was at just over 600k total views to my stories on FanFiction.net
On Christmas Day, 2012, I reached 1,000,000! Yes, one MILLION views to my stories. Holy balls. I honestly never expected that kind of traffic, and seeing it now (and realizing that eight months got me another 400k views alone) is really inspiring. I know FanFiction is not writing in the most traditional sense, I suppose, but it’s something that I and thousands of others partake in and feel good about. It’s a way to work on developing plot without having too stress ourselves out over simultaneous character development. I save that kind of stress for NaNoWriMo, in November…
I completed two of my most popular stories to date, and crossed 540 something reviews to one of them. I know that’s still not a ton (my eventual goal is 1k+ reviews on my stories, but we’ll work on that) but it’s a definite start. Weeee! 2 months ago
