love others

For starters, I think you have to love and understand yourself before you can truely love and understand others. Since I have accepted myself, accepting others has become a lot easier.

I’m still not that great with being patient with others, but I am getting better. I was nice with my neice and nephew all day! They are 1 and 3 so this is a huge thing for me.

My enemies, my friends, my family, most of all Jesus, people I never met, and even yes even the people who get no attention from anyone. They’re the ones that need it most.

Admittedly I am pretty selfish, but I would really like to start truely caring about other people. I guess wanting something is a start. I am going to start tomorrow by calling all the people I have been putting off talking to for too long! Mainly my best girls Abby and Michell.

once you are trap into loving someone that you are not suppose to..once you are in love with a person that will not care about what you are feeling and do not care to message you at all…. once you found out that he or she dont really love you…
you feel dissapointed and hard to let go….
you felt as if like he is after you but actually it all went to zero level again.

you seems like you are empty without anything….
you seem like you cannot carry on longer without him…
you want him yet in a same time, you felt that he is not the right person…
you want to know him better but in the same time you dunwan him to misunderstand you….
you afraid of him not loving you,...but in the end hoping that he never learnt about you at all…..you can cry all day and all night just for a same person…over and over again….tears tend to dry up…

this is tough. i can be kind… but you can’t fake the feeling. i want to really mean it. how do you do that?

loving others means loving me….

doing this taught me so much about what I believe and it made me make new friends that I never thought I could have! it was a true blessing!