not worry

I don’t think I have anything to worry about. I don’t want to worry about anything. I’m leaving home in like 15 minuts and I’m super-tired but I’m going because I have things to do and I love it. I’m doing okay at school and I this week I have said to one friend I’ll go roller-coasting with him and to another one I’m going to watch a movie with him and so on so I really do have friends and they really care about me. I believe everything is going to be okay. I mean, you CAN always be anxious, like I’m being anxious right now just because I got a gift-card for this shop and all the clothes in there are so ugly and I have to use it and I don’t want to.. But anyway, I’ve lost weight and today a finally got A SUMMER JOB! So, I DON’T want to worry because nothing is really wrong.

I know that everything is ok, i have so much i have to be grateful for… i just have to stop worrying about stupid things and enjoy life, right? but it’s so hard sometimes, my head fills with problems…

i dont want to worry about anything..i overthink, overanaylze, unitl i go overboard…then theres no saving me then i worry about being over board and how long i can doggie paddle. ahhhhhhhhhh but i’m gonna atempt to roll with the punches.

I always wanted not be affected by my problems, or solve then without fretting, contantly planning my next move and then again worrying about whether or not it will work.I wondered if there ever would be a time without having things to worry about.

But that was the wrong question…the question was how can i deal with my probems without worrying cause lets face it problems are unavoidable but there are always plenty solutions to them.There it is the philosophy to shunworryhead.