Not merely "have kids", but have a family

i was about to ‘give up’ on this goal because i not in a relationship so the “have a family” part seems like a stretch.

wellllllll, every night this week i have dreamt that i was pregnant or actually have a child of various ages and the father is the same man in each dream. i NEVER dream of pregnancy nor children not even with my ex-husband.

so it’s funny to see that i have gotten a lot of cheers for this goal in the last day or two.

i guess i’ll leave it. ; -)

i don’t want to have kids. i could do that right now. what i want is a family. a responsible, kind, loving husband who will be there through thick and thin. one who would be an amazing roll model to our children.

if i do not find him, then i do not want children. it’s too big of a responsibility for me to handle on my own.