See if one brand of nothing is better than another

One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

you’re driving your feelings and emotions for God’s sake…

certain ingredients when the time is right can be something to behold…under the right conditions these elements are almost in a world of their own…combining in different ways whenever possible…once every day in a week…

The ingredients became almost inseparable over time…keeping in communication via text and voice cell service when apart…ingredients can have problems…but they were worked out and the combining and mixing continued…to both of their delight…

Twice they even raced to the mixing location after work in their vehicles…comparing notes via phone and actually physically racing once they spotted each other…

Elements like these when mixed repeatedly become something…and everything…

Times were good…

One of the ingredients actually belonged to another cupboard…and that cupboard became jealous and followed his property to the mixing area one night in late January…

This extra and unwelcome element became a hindrance and poison…ruining the recipe as it was made less…and less…

There were discussions about how to become free of the cupboard that was making waves…but the element was Leary of doing without the cupboards insurance plan…the material things and pets…

When a recipe that is something and everything is spoiled…it becomes nothing…

So I have traded in my suddenly everything turned to nothing at great emotional damage…to both parties…
Now I truly have nothing…but hope another element comes along to make something…and everything once again…

There is nothing on the planet better than something with another…and trying to make it everything…

my paragraphs of typing to come…

This will do for now