have two kids

i want to have a boy and girl preferably.

the boy named alesandro and girl name alesandra if they are twins. if not then something hebrew for the girl

i have two, one 9 and one 2…it’s always good to have a buddy…they play and fight well together LOL

“having” children, as in bearing them, was not so great for me, but “having” them as in possessing them is wonderful. They are my world, now 10 and 11, they rock. sometimes they get a bit mouthy and i don’t like them so much, but i always love them with all of my heart!!!

I say worth doing, because I dearly love both of my kids. But at this moment I feel the reality is that having 2 kids means giving up a lot of what I want to do in my life. Sometimes I feel selfish for this, and sometimes I think I’m just tired of cleaning up the same things over and over with no improvement in sight.

There is no way to possibly know what kind of parent you will be or what kind of kids you will get before you have them. And there is no way to change it once you take the plunge. Parenting really is the hardest job in the world, and also the most rewarding.

If you are not a parent yet and are getting ready to become one, hold on tight, it’s a wild ride.

I go tomorrow morning to get a blood test done to see if I am pregnant with my husband’s and I’s first child. I can not explain the anxiousness I am feeling. I hope that I am pregnant. I am ready to have a family. I firmly believe that God won’t give me anymore than I can handle. If God thinks I am ready for a child at this time, then, he will bless me with one.