find/meet my future husband and fall ridiculously in love with him

getting more and more anxious about it. i cant wait to meet him, and if i have, i want to get to know him. I know that He has the ultimate timing and it will happen when He is ready for me to meet him, but i was thinking, where i would be in 10 years and i want to be married and have at least 2 kids by then. cant really do that without this happening, but i will wait until the time is right…

so i am excited about marriage. i know that God has someone out there for me and im so excited about meeting him. I want to be so in love with him that it hurts. that may sound crazy but its true. i want someone that loves me no matter what and that he is there for me in any situation. i want love that both of us can just look at each other and we know and that saying “i love you” is just an extra, that we know that we love each other and that saying it isnt necessary. i know that when He wants me to find the right man i will. I know that He has someone that is perfect for me and i am for him. I want to be beautiful in his eyes and know that i am even if i dont feel pretty, he will still love me for being me. i am ready when He sends him to me. i am willing to wait, because i know His timing is right for me. I want us to be able to sit down and talk about our struggles and our strengths and strengthen each other daily. i want someone that will challenge me and make me think. i want someone that will teach me different things about Him and i can teach him things. i want someone that will encourage me and the same. He knows who is perfect for me and that makes me happy because, He is the one who has picked him out and is right! i want to be able to do ministry with this person and be happy in doing so. this may sound weird, but i already know that when i meet him, it will be love and know he is the one. I know it is all in His timing and im willing to wait until He brings him to me!