Fall Deeply In Love - Helplessly and Unconditionally

i love this boy but i keep hurting him so i dont know but i do know i want to spend the rest of my life with him!!

Totally in the being.
With everything, without exception.
in wonder and awe.

I have done this so many times. Love is great in the beginning but it changes to different levels as time passes. There is nothing like that tingly feeling when you first realize that your in love!

True love is when you love someone and their faults and you are willingly to work through anything as a team. Hold on and never let go to the one person who knows you better then you know yourself, who can read your mind and see straight through your heart.

The search is over! I have finally found a trustworthy, compassionate, loving, supportive, and affectionate man who absolutely adores me. Oh yeah, and did I mention he’s sexy as hell and cute as a button? He is such a wonderful person, all of my friends and family love him because he’s highly motivated and extremely intelligent. I am so deeply in love with Mr. Wonderful, he still makes my body tingle with each kiss! So now I’m singing “At Last”, one of my favorite songs by Etta James:

At last
my love has come along
my lonely days over
and life is like a song

Ooh At last
the skies above are blue
well my heart was wrapped up in clover
the night I looked at you

I found a dream
that I could speak to
a dream that I could call my own
I found a thrill
to press my cheek to
a thrill that I have never known

well

You smile
you smile
oh and then the spell was cast
and here we are in heaven
for you are mine at last

Ever feel so united with a friend,
that you’d swear your hearts beat as one?
Ever yearn for unconditional love,
to find that it’s already begun?

Whenever he holds me close,
I can feel all my worries subside
Whenever I hear his voice,
I realize that in his heart is where I reside

Never thought a man like this existed,
or that he was meant for me
Never saw this look in a lover’s eyes,
guess you’d call it destiny

Forever is my vow in each kiss,
every glance is an expression of how I feel
Forever in utter bliss,
I woke from a dream to find that he is real

Mr. Wonderful and I have been having some intimate conversations and they have helped me to relax and become less cautious with my heart. My fears have subsided, all is well in my little Utopia! If there is any man that I can trust 100% and love unconditionally it is him… what a dream boat (LOL)!

A wise woman once told me that people are in your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. The people who are around for a reason serve a specific purpose and when that purpose is fulfilled they will depart. Those in your life for a season only compliment you during a certain period of your life. After you grow out of this period they no longer compliment you, so they must leave. And those in for the long haul… well just sit back and enjoy the ride! The difficulty resides in deciphering where people fit into these 3 categories, but the underlining theme is that everything happens for a reason and people coming and going is a natural part of life.

So with that said, I’m am praying with my whole heart that Mr. Wonderful will be here forever… the thought of losing him is brutal!

Whenever I think of Mr. Wonderful I hear the Isley Brothers singing “Nothing but smooth sailing tonight. Anything that you want from me, is my delight tonight.” Whew, what this man is doing to me!!! This goal is fast approaching completion, all we need is more quality time to fully explore eachothers innermost desires, fears, heartbreaks, and aspirations for the future. Actually I think that the falling in love part is accomplished, now comes the “helplessly and unconditionally” portion. I feel so excited about our future, everyday with Mr. Wonderful feels like Christmas morning!

Now we’re officially a couple, but it’s too soon to say I love him. There is a strange feeling though… something that I have never felt before. Maybe it’s just hope, or wishful thinking. All I can say is that his kisses make me quiver and his touch makes me weak in the knees, YIPPY!!!