Make better choices

i need to start going back to class instead of skipping thats a bad choice ive made.

But I didn’t. I really wanted to stop the feeling I was having tonight and the quick and easy way was to drink. But instead I cleaned my bathroom, washed my counters in the kitchen, lit some candles, had a bath, read a magazine, and let the house be quiet instead of putting on music. These all turned out to be better choices than going to the party and drowning my feelings with people who are not really even good for me to be around right now.

Good choice: Never eat junk food again (who am i kidding?!)

Better choice: Never buy junk food but I may have it if it is offered

I really have come to terms that most of the choices that I have made recently weren’t the best decisions on my part. I blame that of course on my impulsiveness but one wrong turn has left me to a hell of a bumpy road. I am looking to think before I leap.

I live with all of the choices I make. I need to be stronger and make better decisions based on high morals and standards. I have to stop finding jobs in the help wanted ads in the local newspapers. They always turn out bad for me, no matter how hard I try to be the best employee. It’s the employers who seem not to care too much about whether I do a good job or not. My feeling is always that they just need a warm body to do their work. And usually, the work is repetetive, mundane and definitely not a good excersize for my IQ. I have to make better choices for myself to be a better and more whole person.

To make choices and to live up to them !