decide what i want to do

I think i have finally done this. it kind of took long enough, but it just hit me the other day. I love lighting and I would gladly do it for life, but I think I would totally get bored of it after long enough. So the decision is made. Nursing it is. I do want to take care of people. It’s who I am.

What do I want? I have no idea. I studied computers, biology and now I’m doing a philosophy paper, a Buddhism/Hinduism paper and 2 psych papers – all of which I’m about to drop out of.

ive decided. now onto doing it, once ive started ill mark this goal as off.

i know what i want to do in the future, be a mom. not for a while yet thou, so what will i do for now?

i know i want to do something. i want to be a wife and mother. but im only 19. its too soon. i want to travel, but i want someone to want to come with me.

i know, u dont always get what you want. im just hoping.

Careerwise i mean. anyone have any ideas?

l;l;

I’ve got I Could Do Anything If I Only Knew What It Was: How to Discover What You Really Want and How to Get It coming in the mail.

Suggested by the kind folks at ask.metafilter.com.

... not enough chutzpah.