I for one do not wish this on anyone so those that dont know are better off not knowing… I was in Missouri at the age of 17 some friends and i smoked out one of my buddies cars, i didnt know it then but looking back i think they tried to open my mind then but refused, then again when i was just about to turn 18 they tried again and they got closer but yet i still refused, it wasnt until i was 19 or 20 when i was at a friends house in cali that i entered it was brought on by me thinking it was either a hallucination or something that really happened. i had taken e that day and was starting to come down and i smoked a bowl, i sat on a stool thinking to myself that the ground looked really comfy and that i need to lay down on the floor now wat proceeded next still scares me and haunts me today but at the same time infatuates me.. when i got on the ground and i look up at my friends sitting on the couch and my buddy skitter, picked something up out of my chest and put it somewhere else and the whole trip went downhill, i felt like they were playing me like a video game, memories of my life, experiences, everything came flooding back, i felt like my whole body was loosing control, i couldnt breath i could see the inside of my body and it was made up of pipes and i could see piss and vomit exiting me but when i awoke i wasnt dirty, that was the first real time i experienced it, the second time came probably a month later at my buddy jay birds house, me and some friends were chilling and decided to smoke and then again our trip or at least mine started with wat seemed to be an outside trigger almost like deja vu. i then felt like i was being played like a video game and that things important to me were lying in balance, like my future and destiny were in the hands of my decisions made in that instant. i have had many more trips like this as well never really knew wat it was until now, if you wanna know more of my stories feel free to comment and i will tell more, i just wanna know if anyone else has felt like they changed the outcome of their life in this… 11 months ago