do more things ALONE

i want to go for a walk alone..

went home alone at 1am xD

If I have to do things, sometimes I feel the NEED to have someone with me. It is my goal to overcome this. It’s important for me to walk on my own pair as everyone else has to. I know I can do this. I don’t believe in self-doubt.

relaxing… maybe I’ll have a glass of wine, too…

Skiing, travelling, skydiving, theatre, volleyball, paintball whatever takes my fancy at the moment. And I have an incredible ability to “muster the troops”. I run around and get everyone really excited about it, too and we all go and do it together. There are 18 of us going to Mexico for my birthday in February and there are 5 people on the trip I don’t even know! The excitement just spreads! But I am always the organizer, which indeed is a talent in itself but I am always flanked by the troops, running around like a mother hen making sure everyone is having a good time, everyone has signed their waiver, etc etc. It’s like I need an entourage to do anything…
I have committed to skiing a lot this year and have planned a couple of the trips intending them to be solo… we’ll see how it goes… I don;t even know if it will be fun still?

I do so much on my own now than ever before.

I like it. Shopping alone, taking walks, working…. everything gets done quickly and I don’t have to worry about making conversation. Once I’m able to go the cinema alone and sit in a cafe on my own will I know that I’ve finally achieved my goal. I think I’m just about half way there. :)

going alone to a park, movies, going home by train or bus basically.

Go to more movies and concerts by myself

i want to be less afraid to do things alone. go to a movie alone. eat out alone. go to a museum alone. i feel like i miss out on a lot of things that i want to do unless i have someone else to do them with. so that’s my first goal: if i want to do something and no one’s around to do it with me, i’ve got to just do it alone and enjoy…