live in the now

I feel that lately I have been able to enjoy the moment and worry less about the past and present…still working on it, but I can honestly say I have been improving in this area.

Jan. 25, 2008 I came to understand what the NOW is. That night my contract was written and ultimately felt in my heart.

I AM Powerful, Confident, Worthy, Peaceful and an Exciting FREE Man!

The NOW is IT
How are you IT?

Remember the Zen master who accepted his life and just lived in the now.
His response… So she said… So it is…

This is it… This is life… You only get once chance to live it and it is now. Everything that is happening now effects so much more!!! I choose to experience it as it occurs. The rain, the raindrops, the sun, the clouds, the desk, car, home, stuff. Life changes dramatically once you realize there is not much of it.

I foray into the past for perspective and reflection…a way to learn from history and study it’s chapters…

But I look to the present and beyond…the now is where actual living can occur…

I’ve discovered some of the joys of living and hope to study more as time and opportunities permit…

A guy I met recently had an awesome phrase that has really hit home, dunno why… “you only get one life, why spend it sitting on your arse”.

It hit home, and hard. I’ve clocked alot of TV hours lately, but little hours doing much else other than working. Screw that, bring on life, baby!

FUCK! FUCKED UP! FUCK!

fucked up on this one too.. i was doing fine this morning, but by mid day, it totally got fucked up

Time to move on and I have been! R-e-l-e-a-s-e and rejoice!

easier said than done at times…

Within Me
Something about you that makes me feel bad
I wasn’t there when a thin line destroyed your soul
I search every corner there’s nowhere to hide how I feel
Ignorance
Sacrifice
Some days it’s harder
Let’s face it, it’s all about me
Deeply into your own
Deep within me
Life’s crawling and wasting my days
Another night gone and I know there will be another way
I’m leading myself to be free in this eternal goodbye
Something about you will make me stronger
Now I’m aware when a man falls
Rebound, My fault
I search every corner
Just nowhere to hide how I feel
Ignorance
Sacrifice
Some days it’s harder
Let’s face it, it’s all about me
Deeply into your own
Deep within me
Life’s crawling and wasting my days
Another night gone and I know there will be another way
I’m leading myself to be free in this eternal goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye here I wanna be no more lies!

listening to an audiobook titled, Now, has helped