be loved

It takes both sides to nourish love. He says he loves me but I can’t see that…It’s hard to feel it too. How if love makes you cry more than make you smile?

We all want to be loved, don’t we?

I feel like giving up.

Rawr!

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title explains it.

is it selfish to want to be loved?
i have so many more things than other people and i am grateful, yet i stil want more…
do i want too much???

Yet people make it look so easy. It always starts out the same way, and you expect a simple friendship to become something more. You try to do it, and another does it without a problem. You give a guy your phone number, he replies with nonchalance and never gives you the slightest hint of interest, despite how sweet you are to him. I want the type of love everyone dreams about. From the looks of this site, it exists apparently. Every year is going by, so quickly, into my adulthood. Nearly 19 years old, fragility hanging onto the edge of my own sanity, and wondering, “What am I doing wrong?” Because I know what I am doing wrong, but why didn’t it happen when I finally spread my wings and had tried to fly?

It’s always there, too. In my face, I see other people. I long for the day it will be me, and not them. How I long to feel my hair played with, or a gentle kiss on my lips… Or even, encouragement. Yes, I am talking about encouragement. Someone to believe in your dreams, as much as your family does. Someone who understands your problems. And like the poster below, someone to call you up just to say “I love you” or “Goodnight.” Or even the simplest things like, “I missed you.”

I want love. I don’t love easily anymore, and it’s probably due to the pain I’ve felt. I always give up before I try, and I realize… This is what love does to the soul. It deteriorates all you believe in.

The best feeling in the world is to be loved. Everyone wants it, why not let the world have it. I love you! tell some body, any body, that you love them today. It will mean alot, you never know when you will see them agian.

I never saw it coming…
and I definitely never could have imagined it would be this amazing.