remember why I'm here

I feel like being here is a mistake. I don’t want to live in Toronto, I would give anything to be somewhere else right now.
But I just need to focus on my courses and do what I came here to do. Otherwise this will be a wasted year and I’ll be miserable the whole time.

For me, this means both generally, why I’m here in existence. What I hope to accomplish in life. But it also means why I’m here in this place right here, right now. I came back here for a reason, and I need to work if I am to accomplish that.