forgive and forget

I want to forgive myself for wasting many opportunities. I feel that I’ve been truly blessed; however, I’ve let my low self-esteem block my happiness. Once I learn to forgive myself, I can pursue the job with the federal government that I long for, lose weight and get in shape and accomplish other goals. I can also have the money to take the train vacation that I want to take.

I am going to remain positive that I achieve my goals.

And I just can’t do it.
I will make some time to think and figure out that forgiveness is best than keeping everything inside.

Everyone says I should be more upset with Hannah, I am not though. Its more so that I cant trust her. I want to, but I cant. We haven’t talked in over a year now. Not really anyway. I miss her sometimes. This is being prompted by the fact that I saw her today. She was on the other side of the station while I was waiting for the train. She didn’t see me, and she was with some guy. I wanted to call out and say Hi, but I felt like I would be annoying her. She called me in February, to return my call from July, but I feel like if she really wants to talk to me, she would try calling again.
I shouldn’t make her do that though, But I’ve already given her so many chances, we have know each other since kindergarten though, we have been best friends since then, and I dont want to lose her because of phone politics.
So how many times can you forgive and forget before you have to cut that person lose? before they are just walking over you? I dont know. Maybe I should just call her one more time and see how it plays out.

when i think about the people that have come and gone in my life i have to really try and remember that most people come into your life for a reason even if they weren’t very nice people you can still learn from either the horrible things they did or the slight goodness you saw in them but maybe i shouldn’t hold on to the idea that they will change or the potential that i saw in them. if people cant love you at your worst they don’t deserve you at your best. i wasted 7 years in a terrible relationship and am so happy now im free.. i just need to let go of it.. i need to learn to forgive him for all the horrible things he did to me so i can forget him.

It’s time for me to forgive the person that has hurt me the most and forget the past. I want to move on and meet new people. I can’t do this until the pain has gone away.

I don’t remember taking any specific steps for this one. I didn’t read any books, write any fake letters, or burn any lists of wrongdoings. I simply decided that I didn’t want to carry around the weight of past pain. Anger is heavy, ya know? So I made a conscious decision to let some things go. And for the most part, now I can’t even remember what I was so mad about in the first place!

of all the things in my list, this has got to be the most difficult. its sooooo hard to forgive people that have deeply hurt you, friends and loved ones to which you have given your ALL to. one of these people i dont speack to anymore, he’s no longer my friend. its taken a long time to get over the animosity but i havent quite gotten to the point where i feel indiference; and thats where i would like to be. i dont want to feel love nor hate for this person. i tend to be very resentful and this is unhealthy. i have to find a way to overcome this.

i’m so tired of being worry, upset & mad !
i keep thinking bout every single thing pass through me.. that’s make my life so hard!
i wish i can simply forgive & forget bout everything!

Learn to let go is really hard.It’s something that we have to work on everyday.If something happened it was for some reason.
The past is the past.If it happened it happened,learn with it and move on.

To always hold on to things… Mostly I should forgive myself (that would be a start) and forgive my X’s and forget about hurts.