do exactly what I want to do

1. bold summer hook up
2. threw 2 parties when my parents were out
3. invited exactly who I wanted to be there
4. gathered the courage to call ex boyfriend and talk things out
5. stayed out all night
6. contacted a long time crush and started seeing him
7. hit Alex Weiser
8. got over some anxiety and introduced myself to a new group of people, social butterfly style.
9. quit smoking regularly

I guess the only reason anyone wouldn’t do what they want to do is because of age.
I’m 51 years old and I always do exactly what I want to do. Yes, that includes going to work etc.
I do what I want as well as what I have to but doing what I have to do is what I want to do :)

I just got back form New York City on a 6 day trip. While I was there I stayed with my cousin in Brooklyn but during the day till about 8, I was on my own. I went into Manhattan every day, and just did… whatever I wanted! I had no obligations, no where I had to be. I could do anything I wanted…And I did! It was so liberating, and really, just fun. I liked being on my own, and not having to worry about anything. You should try it! Go on vacation by yourself, you won’t regret it.

I find myself, more often then not, doing things for the wrong reasons. Like I do alot of things for other people, but not for myself. Don’t get me wrong, I like to help people out, but I think the line between being nice to people, and being used by people, has been crossed, and I’m not even sure where that line is…