SadEve i am lookin' light.
who am i...who am i.
18 months ago
so i’m sad right now.i just found out i have no idea what to do with myself.i’m 18 and stucked. i don’t live now…that’s what it kills me.all those want to do lists which never been read twice ate me.i just think think think and all this thought makes me confused and weird.nobody notised this.not even my friends. but i did. i want change. i need it! my sadness…must end.it’s not like i’ve never been loved..it’s more…something that eat me from inside.i just screamed. it wants to get out.
it’s the only feeling i can feel.after all i’m not empty. what an realease.
one Q: is it ME or is it WORLD i live in???
