be stronger

I am very alone now. I suppose I’m reaching out after being divorced for 2 years. I’ve lived inside my cocoon and I’m starting to dislike myself. I used to be so strong but my ex has taken all of that out of me. I have to move away from this area. I have such an urge to get as close to the east coast as possible so that I can breath in the ocean. I need to heal and become strong again. I need to feel the ocean spray as it lays upon my face and get away from my family so that I can heal.

Ser mais forte para poder suportar todas as adversidades do dia a dia.

I was always a girl who regularly cried.Even if because of somebody’s several words.Therefore,I thought I was very weak.Because I ever read one sentence on the book which deep impress me.That’s”Tear can’t prove anything but weakness. “Numberless of times I swore I would never cry again,but they all failed.Sometimes I called up some sad experiences,
failures,my grandparents who already passed away,someone else’s sadness, or my mother,I couldn’t help being sad or even cried.And there are always many pessimistic feelings that occured to my mind.As far as I am concerned I am a sentimental person.And I hate myself of that kind.

But from now on I make up my mind becoming stronger.No matter what happens,I will never cry,and I will make every effort to solve it.
From now on I have grown up that I will not do that childish things.I’m bound to be braver and stronger,and not let my pessimistic emotion to drive me toward wrong destination.I’m going to succeed.

i wanna be stronga coz im always gettin banged up although i do use a chinning bar it only makes my muscles grow a liitle

Hmmm its cool when u think bout beating up ppl that did u harm but thats not the point … I mean i have the right to think what i want and i want POWER as in strength, speed, spirit and to become more not just a strong guy but something even more and not just to show off but to feel the weight of being strong and able- as in responsible for whatever I hold dear. An if there is a way of acheaving that kind of power I will do it, even if it means killing my self of training all day long. Its ur choice what u want to be or what u want, and u said it here but it took at least some courage no matter what. Didnt it ? So Im saying what I want… tho it dosen’t matter what i want becouse Im not “God ” or whatever and i cant just choose what i want to be, and I will most likely never accomplish my goal i will try my best… but if there is a “God” out there i hope “IT” will help me …

I want to be stronger person, and not let my emotion to drive me toward wrong destination.

i need to be more assertive, i need to stop letting people tell me what to do

Part of being strong is learning how to walk away from “friends” who do you more harm than good, even if you’ve had years of friendship in the past. The past no longer matters. What matters is the present and how you are right now. And if a certain someone just no longer fits that, then hard as it is, you have to let go.

This is what I did with Karen and I just cannot look back. I did what I did because I felt used and abused and I wasn’t going to carry on with that. People may presume and assume all they want about my decision but I stand firm behind it. I have to keep my best interests at heart. She just doesn’t fit the kind of person and life I want to carry with me to the future.

I guess, my whole point here is, beings strong means not letting emotions get in the way of doing what’s best for you.

I was all mentally prepared for our first game, but then it was canceled.

I am super sore right now and I feel like my chest cavity has collapsed. And when I was practicing, I felt like I could vomit/faint at any moment.
They are intense!!!!! And I am clearly not as athletic as I had once thought.
Back for more tomorrow. Mixed feelings of dread and.. Well, majority dread. But I know it will be worth it.