oboelicious_INFJEnneagram growth ideas
My enneagram type is 4w5 so/sx instictual variants.
I used to see the enneagram as solely a means of understanding myself and I wasn’t as focused on the growth aspect and levels of health as much. But now I am! As for my level of health, it’s usually around level 3 and 4, and when a I’m focused on the concept of integration and I’m wondering how I can develop some healthy one traits.
And I also just learned that for a 4, growth doesn’t stop at integrating to type 1, we go through a journey of 5 other types before coming back to our core type.:
“Once the integration journey is begun, it continues and you follow the successive arrows to the other types. For the Type Five the journey takes then first to Eight but arrows continue on to Types Two, Four, One, and Seven. Through the influence of the arrows and the wings all the types, any specific type has contact with all the other types so as to facilitate growth”
Right now though I’d like to focus on what it means to integrate to 1 and how I can do that.
In some literature, I’ve seen type 1s described as idealists and I can definitely connect to that image. It’s something I long for my self. The 4 tends to spend a lot of time dreaming and imagining but to me it seems like 1 is interested in actually acting, going out in the world and making those visions real and that appeals to me immensely! In fact, that’s part of the reason get back to my goal setting and get involved with this site again. It helped me reach some of my goals last year. Being more grounded and moving towards action is an idea that really excites me.
One problem I’ve had with being a 4 is the idea of being an unrealistic dreamer who has beautiful profound visions but doesn’t manage to turn them into something. I’ve struggled with this and I know that those beautiful visions can be torture. But I think a move toward the action and realism of type 1 will help me balance this out and turn some of my dreams into reality.
Here are some other words that describe a healthy functioning type 1, which is what I’m aiming for:
Descriptive Adjectives for High Functioning Ones
Disciplined
Conscientious
Consistent
Advocate
Idealistic
Crusader
Ethical
Tolerant
Principled
Moral
Just
Good
Fair
Realistic
I’m drawn towards all these things and I’ve already started to see some of them in myself. Being disciplined and realistic are the harder qualities for me, but moving towards them would be really healthy and I intend to hone them through my goal setting.
My 5 wing probably also integrates so it would be a good idea to look at type 8 qualities and see how I can move there. I think being assertive and determined is a step towards that.
and I’d love to see how the instinctual variants can be uses as tools of growth. I’ll definitely flesh out all my ideas here later but I’m really excited about this goal and my head full of new ideas that are just starting to germinate. 3 years ago

