not take myself so seriously

I guess it is ironic that I am doing this goal while being on this site. In real life, I am a very self serious person. I just obsess over trying to be something- anything. I am not sure where I am going with this but I think I mean that I need to just be and StOp analysing my behaviour and others reactions towards me. I know this is probably due to my very critical nature to constantly analyse others and their lives so much so that I am even harsher on myself as I want to try to be better than them in a more moral and perfect type of way. Come on people! Whose expectations am I living up to? Tell me that? Maybe they are not my own. Maybe that is why my mind can be manipulated by others. I need to stop thinking about all this rubbish and take out the garbage of my mind. I’ve got to break free!!! And try occassionallly to laugh and smile.

Sometimes I really convince myself that I have huge problems, but in most cases, if I just learned to laugh at myself, I’d be much better off.

This goal is all about relaxing,and learning how to live in myself in a more easygoing way. I wanna learn how to lauph at my self . I wish i could do it with out even thinking about it , hopefully it will become a habit. You can go through your life thinking that other people limit you, or you can realize that the one that limits you the most often is yourself.

“Seriousness, young man, is an accident of time. It consists, I don’t mind telling you in confidence, in putting too high a value on time. I too, once put too high a value on time. For that reason I wished to be a hundred years old. In eternity however, there is no time, you see. Eternity is a mere moment, just long enough for a joke.”

Of course, time is my greatest obsession.