Care more

I don’t want to care of what people think of me, but I want to care about myself and the most important things I take for granted in which I don’t give a shit about. I don’t want to ever leave people hanging (in which I do now). I always give impressions that I don’t care about others . . . so they back off and hardly speak to me anymore. This is why I WANT to CARE.

for a while i cared about everything.
then i was sick of being scared all the time.
so i made a pact just not to care.
now i realize that was a mistake.
i dont want to care too mutch but right now i care way too litte.
so carring about thing’s without careing too mutch would be really good right about now.

It’d be nice to find the motivation to give a shit about ANYTHING anymore.

honestly feel like i don’t care about anything anymore, things just flow over me and ‘woop dee doo!’ so caring would be pretty cool right about now. : )

i want to care more about school, and people. right now i think everyones fake, ad i dont need anyone.. cuz in 3 years i will never see them agian. but i need to care, its apart of life.

about friends, about love, about animals, my parents, my sibling, about life…