be with him

he’s my everything with him i’ll be the happiest woman on earth ..and the only way to be with him is to run away leave my family my home my country my college and live a poor life as an illegal.. is that worth doing …for love?

i am in love with someone that i dont know if i can have. we fell for each other completely by accident. we are a perfect fit. we are interested in the same things and when we are together we cant find enough things to talk and laugh about. we read the same kinds of things and we discuss interests and beliefs and dreams that are important to us. we have told each other secrets that no one else in the world knows. i feel as if i have met my other half. the person that completes me. it kills me that he is married to someone else.

Theres this guy at school…a total hottie in my opinion. Tall, dark, and mysterious-looking. Plays instruments. Writes. Does okay in school. And he and i are kinda friends. But we have bad history so…idk how itll work out. we’re in 2 diff social circles and stuff… I wanna at least get to kno him a but more. ill keep trying!

Tyler Lee Crowe. Was My Boyfriend.
His Mom Had Died September 12th, 2006.
He Moved To Speedway With His Step Mom
And Two Step Brothers.
Nick Was His Idol. Tyler Looked Up To Him.
At The Beginning Of The School Year.
I Had Started To Notice Tyler.
I Didn’t Know Who He Was.
But I Knew We Had Something.
Well. Towards The End Of The School Year.
My Friend Coy Set Me Up With Him.
We Started Going Out On April 24th, 2008.
He Had Already Gotten Messed With At School.
And The Next Few School Days.
Tyler Was Made Fun Of For Being With Me.
So I Ended It. I Didn’t Want Him Going Through That.
And It Got To Wednesday.
He Had Asked Me If We Were Ever Going To Go Back Out.
I Said.
I Hope So.
Well That Day. I Heard An Awful Rumor That.
He Had Been Talking Shit About Me.
So I Yelled At Him.
He Owned Up To It.
But He Wanted Me Back.
I Got Mad.
On Thursday, May First, 2008.
We Went To School.
And After.
He Walked By Me.
I Saw Him Trying To Get Me To Look.
But I Didn’t.
I Should Have.
I Got Home.
Laid On The Couch.
My Friend Logan Called Me.
“Is Tyler Okay?”
“I Don’t Know, Why?”
“I Heard He Hung Himself”
I Died Right Then.
She Said A Kid From Our School’s Mom Knew A FireFighter.
The One That Picked Him Up.
I Called Him.
“Hello?”
“Did Tyler Hang Himself?”
”...Yes.”
“Are You Positive?”
”...Yes.”
“I Have To Go”
“I’m Sorry.”
I Immediately Called Everyone I Could.
Barely Anyone Answered.
My Mom Got Home.
I Collapsed.
My Mom Asked If I Wanted To Drive Over There.
I Said Yes.
We Did. We Didn’t See His House.
I Went To My Best Friends House.
We Talked.
It Was My Fault I Feel.
I Want To Be With Him.
God Forgives All His Children I’m Told.
Tyler Is In Heaven.
I Know.
I Want To Be With Him.
I Want To Hail Jesus With Him.
I Need Him.

all most any normal human girl could get to be a normal human boy. but what about a unnormal werewolve girl thats trying to get a vampire boy huh. thats my proplem. yes this may sound wierd but we realy what we are. so what should i do? should i just tell him i like him and that we should be together? or i just wait? because ive known him for a awiel so what do i do because i dont think hel ask me. so im looking for advice.
Sincerly Luna

my boyfriend is up in hawaii for winter break and i wanted to give him a kiss under mistletoe…guess that wont be happening but i love him

I met Dan, my knight.

I am not a very good writer, but waht can I say I want to be with him, I do not even know if I love him, but there is something about him his hands, his sight….. Well it just carries me away…..sometimes i get the feeling that he likes me too, but then he moves away and we hit the ground.. I wished something would change…

lol I know this is soooooo dull, but well my first entry :D

wish i can be with him more than now ..im just losing him bit by bit even tho he wont admit it or say it

I can’t see it any other way…