be happy

We’ve been dating for 10 months and I just met his parents yesterday. I was very nervous but it ended up being a lot of fun and I like them so much! I just hope they like me even though I have social anxiety and had a difficult time talking with them. Things are very serious with the boyfriend and I am very hopeful and confident about our relationship. This makes me immensely happy.

Every time I go on 43things and keep track of what I’m making progress on, it puts me in such a great mood.

As soon as VCE is over and I’m able to maintain the happiness for the rest of my life, then I will have achieved happiness.

watching Ali G, still find it strangely funny, dumb people are hilarious

Books are the quietest and most constant of friends; they are the most accessible and wisest of counselors, and the most patient of teachers. ~Charles W. Eliot

A book is the only place in which you can examine a fragile thought without breaking it, or explore an explosive idea without fear it will go off in your face. It is one of the few havens remaining where a man’s mind can get both provocation and privacy. ~Edward P. Morgan

Let books be your dining table,
And you shall be full of delights
Let them be your mattress
And you shall sleep restful nights.
~Author Unknown

Books let us into their souls and lay open to us the secrets of our own. ~William Hazlitt

My test of a good novel is dreading to begin the last chapter. ~Thomas Helm

You know you’ve read a good book when you turn the last page and feel a little as if you have lost a friend. ~Paul Sweeney

I made the mistake of viewing girls’ profiles on myspace and facebook that I used to be jealous of in high school. They’re all so beautiful and have their lives together, I’m so jealous. Pretty much all of them have kids or are pregnant though, and I am jealous because my baby is 2 now. :( At the same time I can’t help but laugh since they are having kids while they’re teenagers. (I’m a hypocrite but it’s funny because now they can’t make fun of me for it!) But at the same time, at least they have jobs and are in college while I can’t find a job and am unable to start college until I can get money. :(
I’m so depressed.

Phone messages from my MoM telling me that she loved me & missed spending time with me!

My MoM calling me last week & calling me Baby it was silly & sweet!

She doesn’t say I Love You all that often, it’s really great when she does!

My English is poor so
I’ll write down my entry with English and Japanese.

幸せになる　ということは
「幸せ」という方向へ意識のベクトルを向けることだと思う。

To be happy
is to remind my happiness.

朝起きて、部屋が暖かかった。
陽光が柔らかく部屋を満たしていた。
仕事は体力的に辛い部分が多々ある。
けれど、ああ。
私の仕事には　生徒の笑顔というかけがえの無い（お金では買えない！）対価がついてくる。
今の仕事ができることを幸せに思う。

When I woke up my room was warm.
Sunshine filled in room softly.
My job is hard in many ways.
But, ah
I can get my student’s smile (which can’t buy) in my job.
I feel happy in my work.

Please tell me my English’s wrong part.
I’ll try to write more collect English.
Thank you for reading it.

Felt fantastic when I got home from gym but then was stuck infront of the tv until 11pm ! I felt drained thismorning.

So – no more watching crap on tv. It is like junk food I guess. I will meditate instead or read or just sit outside looking at the stars !

I like wildlife documentaries etc, but I guess you have to eat junk to know the difference to appreciate the good ??? Hmmm

:)

The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions. The little soon forgotten charities of a kiss or a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment, countless infinitesimal of pleasure and genial feelings