I think the stool thing did the trick-me giving and taking a stool to/from God. I also believe God loves me and try to seek evidence of that instead of how he has failed me /the world. Today it feels solid and is a relief! I am so glad I kept getting the reminders that this was a goal-sometime it bugged me and I almost deleted it-but I figured “so what if I get reminders-just keep trying”. It took a couple of years I think, but it was worth it! 2 years ago

I stopped fighting.I heard a talk that included a video. It had a stool and two people, One was God, the other was a person. The person handed God the stool and took it back. They sat on it (half-cheeked) with God- I am like that I take the stool. So now I am staying off the stool and waiting to see what happens. My faith is growing! 2 years ago

its times like these that you really need to hav faith im ok for now but what will happen next…only God knows :l 3 years ago

You look around
its staring back at you
another wave of doubt…will it pull you under, you wonder
what if i’m over taken…what if i never make it
what if no ones there…will YOU hear my prayer
but if you take that first step, into the unknown
you know that HE won’t let you go…

so what’re you waitin for?
what do you have to lose, your insecurities try to alter you
you know you’re made for more so don’t be afraid to move
your faith is all it takes and you can walk on the water too

so get out…and let..your fear fall to the ground
no time to waste, don’t wait
and don’t you turn around ..and miss out..
everything you were made for…
i know you’re not sure..so you play it safe, try to run away
if you take that fisrt step into the unknown
HE won’t let you go

so what’re you waitin for
what do you have to lose
your insecurities try to alter you
you know you’re made for more, so don’t be afraid to move
you faith is all it takes and you can walk on the water too

(step out)
even when a storm hits
(step out)
even when you’re broken
(step out)
even when your heart is tellin you, tellin you to give up
(step out)
when you’re hope is stolen
(step out)
can’t see where you’re going..
u don’t have to be afraid…
so what are you waitin, what are you waitin for

SO WHAT’RE YOU WAITIN FOR ;
WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE ;
YOUR INSECURITIES TRY TO ALTER YOU ;
YOU KNOW YOU’RE MADE FOR MORE ;
SO DON’T BE AFRAID MOVE ;
YOU’RE FAITH IS ALL IT TAKES AND YOU CAN WALK ON THE WATER…
WALK ON THE WATER TOO

i pray that this made a diference on sumones life G0d Bless You all ^_3 years ago

Backround info; Husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for about 4 years now. We have tried it all. We had seen 2 specialist in CA; 1 who basically said unless you have money up front there is nothing I can do for you and the other while it gave us hope and he explained things it still left us without a baby. I began to hate life, I worked as a teacher and as you can imagine that only added to the fustration as what I saw as unfit parents dropped their kids off and picked them up an hour late yelling and screaming at them! Arrr.. Anyways My husbands parents began to attend this biker group, this Christian Biker group. They met every Tuesday and soon we started to join them. They changed my way of life and thinking. They were so welcoming and nice. They didn’t judge anyone, just loved everyone and shared the word of Jesus.

Soooo we started going to church and then felt led to move to TX! Something was telling us we had to get out of CA. So we took a week and said OK GOD if this is where we need to be then provide for us! And he did!! We had a place to live and jobs within two days! So we moved. And found an awesome church that we fit into. We are activily involved and love it. So still not pregnant I decided to look into yet another specailist, I found one but distance and other things stopped us from going. Then about 2 months later I said enough is enough I am not getting any younger and I want a baby!! So I called the Dr and what do you know they just moved their office right down the street from us! So we set up an appt. And said this is an action visit we are going to do treatment! We had some money put away not much though, so when he told us the price of doing an IUI we decided ok no more eating out for the next month but lets do it! The cost was thought to be about 2500, now we had to time it right, I needed to come in for monitoring visits, every other day for 2 weeks, then have 2 days off, plus then I’d be pregnant. THANK GOD my boss has 4 weeks off and is flexible in his schedule (I am a nanny/home school teacher) but we couldn’t start treatment until mother nature showed her face. Thank GOD again she showed up on the first, I started treatments right away and we had no timing issues. They Meds were a bit more than what we were told, about 400 more, God provided the funds to us, then the appts ran more than we thought a total of 1500, again God provided. Then they had to adjust my meds which meant I needed more, WOW I dont know where we are going to get this money!! We had already spent 3000; 500 more than originally started plus I needed 800 for the IUI itself and now I need another 300 for more meds!! WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO?! We PRAYED alot for GOD to provide and give us strength and trust in him. HE DID!!! My parents came for a fluke visit (not really a fluke, God planned that all along) and gave us a check. Which we didn’t have to use because the DR gave us the meds!!!! So then we went right along with the IUI and now I am waiting two weeks to get my results. WHICH are going to be POSITIVE I really belive this is it!! God has shown sooo much favor on the situation, and I belive he knows the desires of our heart!! My husband and I just started a supprt group for infertility and yesterday one of the girls called and said her husbands test came back good and her Dr said she wanted to do an IUI, My friend was soo excited and she said if it wasn’t for us she would have never known what that was and not known if she should do it. Well it wasn’t me, It was God!! So Praise God!!!! He is awesome! 4 years ago

One of the hardest things I have to learn, after dealing with infertility for 4 years.. But I know God loves me and I have to have faith. 5 years ago

so why stop. 7 years ago