do cocaine

im currently a “coke head” & trust me, you never want to ‘try’ it because once you do.. thats it. game over. i do it everyday. i waste at least $100 every week on the shit. i do because im.. depressed.. and it makes me forget him. my ex. it makes me feel like everything is better. besides when i taste the ‘drip’. but the [only 2 so far] days ive been without it since ive been on it, i miss it so much. all i think about is ways to get more $ in case i run out. btw i 1st tried it b/c i was hanging out at my ex’s this summer and him, his bff, and hs parents were doing it to ‘celebrate’ something. i did 14 lines that first time. a month later i tried it again. him and his same friend. but at our friend’s house. oh yea, one of his other friends did it with us too. but once you do it, all you feel is like you gotta have more. and it makes you shit a lot lol. and alll dayy my nose dripps and bleeds. and i get very bad head aches when my body wants more. i look dead. everyone says i’ll die soon if i keep it up. which i dont care. you wanna experince hell? then go ahead and try it. but honestly, i love the shit. b/c it makes me ‘sane’. at the same time though it makes me insane. none of my friends approve. im even more of an outcast at this point.. but it is a good way of losing weight:] and it does cure the blues. until you come down, then theyre worse. and i feel like i never come down. my energy supply it gives me never goes away.. and i hate that. b/c once the high is gone i just wanna sleep thru the rest.. even today someone asked if i was “tweekin” which the day before that someone asked the same thing. i guess after a while it shows. i hope i can continue to hide thsi from my family. i’ll stop when im ready.

So, i’d say i’m a bit more experienced than your typical experimenter. I first did it last fall and it wasn’t that great of stuff…i think they said they cut it with Tylenol… which made it kinda weird. the stuff i’ve gotten since has been pretty amazing. The high is ridiculous. I think until you try it you will never understand the “kind” of high that coke is. Way different than what most teens identify being “high” as (usually in relation to pot). This is totally different. You are wired. I mean absolutely gone. The strange thing is that it doesn’t seem debilitating in any way. you simply feel like you can do everything way faster and more intensely. I’ve never had a problem coming down. It might just be an effect you encounter after having put a lot up your nose… i don’t think i’ll get to that point. It’s purely recreational, and i cannot afford to be blowing all my money. Anyway…even as i have not done all that much, i can definitely understand why people go to rehab for this stuff. it doesn’t seem to be physically addicting…but for me i notice that mentally, it’s on my mind a lot. i plan on slowing down here soon, and coming to a full stop shortly thereafter. I’d advise extreme caution…

Probably the weirdest two day affair I’ve ever gotten entangled in. I don’t plan on doing it again though.. Even though I’m actually wanting more of it. Really bad. I don’t suggest anyone to do it unless you’re ready for what’s to come. I did alot and the high is awesome but the headache hurts. and the desire to feel it again is strong!

pissed…he knows!!!

Stick to weed it’s natural and helps you relax. Chew Koka leaves if you go to South America…but by all means stay away from the powder and rocks. Cocaine is “slippery slopes” and is easy to fall into a life your not ready for and shouldn’t be ready for. It was put well by a friend of mine once that said “Cocaine is always a good time!...until you run out!” This statement is extremelly true and I hope those of who haven’t tried don’t even make the effort or take the easy way when it is offered to you…It starts out as really cool and sort of chic. You have conversations that you’ve never had and your friends are fully supporting what you do cuz it’s “cool.” The more you do the bigger the come down, the bigger the come down and the more you want to do. I’m just starting to realize that I’m getting out of control with it…I’m not an everyday user by anymeans but even every few weeks even months in between when I use again it seems to turn into a binge…and I bring my friends down with me or vice versa we are co enablers…lost boys not wanting to grow up. Now my super sweet born again christian girlfriend is starting to find out about my lifestyle…thatz some real shitz folks….I only post my shame so you can avoid the short term bliss in exchange for the hell of addicition that not only hurts you but all of your loved ones…I went to my buddys funeral this year and he was only 24 it started with softer drugs that he thought he had control of then, then pescription anxiety pills he even got from the doctor, then coke, then herion, then meth…sober life became to hard for him to handle and now after 222222 much he’s no longer with us. :(

This crap is bad and a killer, and you don’t when it will kill.

Don’t even try it unless you really want to know what its like. I used to have a problem with this stuff. But it’s definitly worth trying…just be careful.

I was a massive Coke head for about a 6 months. It started on New Years, what a great night that was. couple weeks went by and we decided to do it again. Before I knew it I was doing it 2 – 3 times per week. Not only buying a gram here or there, we would go out and by an eightball each, or a half ounce for the night. 10 – 12 hour benders were nothing. Quite addictive (for me anyway) expensive, and a life killer – it wreaked havoc on my family life (OBVIOUSLY) I have a life philosophy – i’ll try anything (almost) once – good or bad thats your decision. I have personally had a lot of fun on this drug and will continue recreational use a few times per year.

I used to be really big in cocaine and it was a huge part of my life But quitting it was the worst experience of my life. Its fun to do once or twice but its very addictive and i feel bad for anyone who says that its the greatest thing because obviously they are naive and do not know cocaine like they think they do.

Did it this Sunday morning. Came home from a date and my flatty and his friends were chilling. He’s got some decidedly cool friends! The rest is history. I’ll probably never be addicted as I don’t earn a lot of money and coke’s expensive. It was just a once off, never to be repeated, just like marijuana.