let myself cry

As I need it. I’ve let myself cry recently and let out the stress and the tension and…I feel much better. I’m marking this as done, but I’m sure it will reappear later.

But my townhouse is sold. My home is gone. The place where my children’s lives started…belongs to someone else (well it will at closing).

I know things change.
I accept that, generally.
But this has been a hard three years.
I grieve for what I’m losing.
I grieve for mistakes made.
I grieve…but I’m letting go.
My children are young and flexible.
They accept what adults struggle to accept.
There is a lot I can learn from them.

But I think I need a good cry.

just because i’m the “happy” person in my group or the older sibling doesn’t mean i don’t have feelings. now i let people now there’s more to me rhen just happy, bouncy, audrey. now i cry, because i was sick of having all of those breakdowns.