Keep our intimacy for us two

..how much other people like putting their noses into other people’s affairs! Everybody seems to want to give me an advice, but the advices they are giving me are not good. To be able to give an advice one has to master themselves the thing about which they want to give the advice. And I just see all my friends giving advices themselves knowing nothing about what they give the advice about… I shouldn’t consider such people in this sense. I think I should be coutious about listening to what they say as they don’t bring me positive feelings… Strange.. There are such a few people who do really help me with what they say.. So I shouldn’t even tell my intimate life to all those people who have there own life unorganised. How can they pretend to give me advices? But I still havn’t decided what I should reply to them when they start. Should I just tell:”Sorry, but this concerns only me and my boyfriend and we’ll decide this by ourselves.” This seems not a very nice answer..
So, first of I all, I shoudn’t talk about my private relationships.
Second, when I hear some advice I just shouldn’t concider it if there was nothing.

am going to meet a lot of my friends these days I wan always to remember ths my desire.

..to have become much more reserved about what concerns us two with others. I am very happy of this.

As I’ve met some Ukrainian girls here I’ve started telling so much about my loved one! I really shouldn’t do so! I want to keep the things I love for myself! I shouldn’t and don’t have to tell everyone about what he thinks, what he does, how he treats me… Even if it’s interesting! Just don’t tell and that’s all! And why should he go on that birthday with me if he really doesn’t know anybody there and has to study for his exam! Or at least stay at home and relax after studying and instead of going out…
So if I want to go to that birthday I surly can but I shouldn’t obligate him to go too. More I shouldn’t talk much about him there. It’s enough to say he has to study and that’s all. I shouldn’t explain anything or gain a reputation just by talking about how great he is! It’s important he’s great for me and that’s enough!
So I just want to stay quite and not talk about him to other people who are not involved and don’t even know him!

I should deffinitely pay more attention to this goal if he’s THAT dear to me… :) Please!! Don’t start talking about him to every person in Rome! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’ll try not to mention him for a week!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even on the exam!!!!!!!! Even if they ask why I’ve come to Italy… this is probably impossible but I like doing impossible things… :)

is that this goal is more cheered by men then by women :). There must be some reason why.. actually it’s very interesting and I’ll think about this :)!

oh, no… I have retold to one girl :’(!! Why?!!! I don’t want to tell my private things to people only because I want to be phisicaly with him!!
Ora tranquilla! I want to return to my usual state of mind.. everything is good…. calm down and do what you need quickly!

I just changed the name of the goal. Now I guess I will do this better! ;)

Well, I don’t do this any more.

Please don’t do this any more! And be strong!