get in to Phillips Exeter!

so i know that this is my dream school
and i know i won’t go there
but just for the heck of it
i think i will apply
see if i get in
then i can complete this goal
after all, it just says “get in”
not “go to this school”

well the time is coming near…
time to send in the application forms
which i haven’t seemed to even look at yet
this just shows how interested i am
i want to go there so bad i feel like screaming
but i know i won’t go there
100% i won’t go there

i’m getting this sinking feeling that i wont go there. i just know my mom wont let me go i know i wont get in i know i wont be able to handle a whole year without my family. but still i go on as if i know i’m going to go there. i block out that feeling of never going there. i Need to go there! i have to. !!!!!

so i got all the application information in the mail. i just need to fill out a few forms and write an essay. i’m not really good at writing essays but i’ll do my best. i really hope i get in.

all of my friends want to go to the same high school but i want to go to Phillips Exeter. and now they are getting in the way. they aren’t giving me any encouragement and they’re telling me i can’t do it, my mom would never let me, they’re just trying to get me down and i’m not sure why. why would my friends want me to fail?

i really really really want to go here. i took the campus tour a few weeks ago and fell in love with it. my dad is okay with me going there but my mom is not so sure. i hope she will let me go. does anyone have any tips for convincing her?

well i am becoming more confident. i am taking a campus tour in about a week and i think i could probably get in but there is just one huge problem. and that is my mom would never let me go to a boarding school for a whole year.

This place sounds really nice and I really want to go there but i probably wont get in because I’m not smart enough.