Get over my holiday crush!

..I woke up and it was gone!

I perfectly know that he’s not worth it.

Now I remember him only when I listen to my musics that I listened in Bodrum. But soon I’ll get used to it too!

Even those summer songs are not gonna be a reminder of him!

1. He was not really my type actually
2. He was kinda lame, I think he could easily spend rest of his life doing pointless boring things and not caring anything.
3. He used to hang out with his parents when there was a girl like me waiting for him, pehhh!
4. He was not one of those kinda brainy,bookwormy or capable type of guys which I’m really fond of.
5. We didn’t have much in common.
6. We were obviously different – way too different!
7. He didn’t make any effort for me.
8. He never would.
9. He plays iddaa. (A kinda lotary game of Turkey that’s depending on football matches. And I always hated it. I also hated the ones who plays iddaa)
10. He was too shy and unexperienced, or at least he seemed so!
11. Our expectations from life are too different. When he’s in early 30s, he’ll probably be settled down, married with children or sth, and I’ll probably be one of those crazy women who lives with 5 cats in Nepal, Burkina Faso, etc.
12. Ok, he was cute, but actually not that much..And I think I’m probably deserving a more intellectual, artistical, outgoing one.

If you asked me,

“So why he!!?”

My answer would be “Hell, I don’t know…”

All I know is I should get over him as soon as I can.
And you know what…

Since I wrote this entry, I’m much more awakened now!!! Hurray!

Well, I really don’t know what the hell is wrong with me.
I was supposed to not take this one seriously.
It was supposed to not break my heart or give me pain.
I’m gonna move to a new city and start a new school also a brand new life in September.

But why can’t I focus and get excited about these instead of feeling blues?

I really should move on about this.
I know that, firstly I should forget about my crush’s smell. The rest is easy. Then it’ll be all over.

Stupid I know…