remember all my dreams

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I remember a lot of my dreams, but I really have no way of knowing if I remember all of them. Quite frankly some of them are depressing, especially the ones with old friends and family that aren’t alive or around anymore. I guess most of my dreams are good ones, like the ones that are just extremely odd, or the ones where I’m flying or screwing Adriana Lima LOL! All in all just no way to know if I’ve accomplished this goal or not and I want to keep my goals more tangible and achievable. I guess I’ve officially grown up:(

I used to be unalbe to even remember my dreams, and now? Now I can even manipulate them!

The other morning I realized that I woke up from the same dream again and again and in a short moment of consciousness I thought I could try to do something funny.

Now I’ve got a problem: how to fall asleep again? All of a sudden I hear someone say “Just scream loudly enough and you will.” Ahha! This must be a dream. Then I went and had a walk on the face of the water. I was also able to push my hand through things. How funny! I loved it. After some time I sunk in the water again, unfortunately, and I couldn’t get up anymore. I was clearly too deep in the dream by that time.

The next night I thought flying could be worth trying. It was just as easy. I’ve had better dreams about flying, though.

Now I’m looking forward to fall asleep again! Hehe. Lovely!

I’ve got many dreams since I was young gal…I did remember some and will try to do it before I die…

just decide. It’s the first thing that I do after opening my eyes in the morning. This is done.

yeah, two kinda macabre dreams

1) i decided for whatever reason to chop off my forearms. it didn’t hurt too bad. i discovered rather quickly that my entire life had to change. cuz…i didn’t realize that before chopping off my forearms…dummy. anyways, my mother was like “see, i TOLD you so!” i realized i could no longer wait tables, drive…do anything i used to be able to…

except…

that as long as i kept thinking my arms were still there, they WERE…i could pick things up, do everything like i used to be able to…but my mother warned me that as soon as i stopped believing in my arms, they would disappear…

i remember trying to glowstick…the mirror showed no forearms, but i could see and feel the ghost of them there

2) i dreamt that i had this strange depression in my upper chest…a hole that allowed one to see my spinal chord…alive, full of blood and light…when i moved my head a certain way, i could see the outline of my skull…it also was surrounded by light

this sorta freaked me out tho, and i stopped looking in the mirror

I had a dream about making love to my best friend, and now i am not so sure i want to remember.
Are some things inappropriate to savor, and why do I remember that and not any others? How do I tell her?
How do I not tell, and feel like I am keeping a secret.

so first i dreamt there was a serious alien invasion…really creepy little grey things, kind of x-files style but even creepier and nastier

they of course, wanted to enslave the human race and did so

i remember at one point they put us on a train and rode us by auschwitz, whose chimney was pumping black smoke into the air again after all these years…i saw hundreds of people inside the crematorium…i guess they were just throwing them in there…all of us were made to wear these strange red vests

we were put into the woods…kind of left to fend for ourselves…i remember being barefoot and following a gentleman to drink some kind of sedative, just in case things were to get painful

at one point i went for a walk and saw all these beautiful courtyards, strange highways, and water everywhere…it felt like deja vu in the dream…i started freaking out and screaming at the top of my lungs:

WHY ARE WE HERE???

then very large cars would form out of thin air and come very close to hitting me, but would stop

that’s it…i would guess…
we’re here to live and die

i walked back to the camp and for whatever reason jumped in the air and noticed myself floating there for a few extra moments…i tried it again, same effect

it occured to me that the aliens’ presence on the planet seemed to be effecting the very gravity we were used to…i shared this information with several others and then soon many of us were happily floating around…i wondered if i should keep the gravity thing a secret, so we could use it against the little buggers

so i was part of some population of people being evacuated from a volcano that was about to erupt…we could bring very little…just a few blankets and some food

we all spread out on a very rocky and cold field, surrounded by mountains…my ex was there shaking his head about how retarded the whole thing was…his pillow consisted of a rock, like everyone else

i went exploring with one other person and discovered, with some amount of horror, that we weren’t acually on a rocky knoll, but were on a HUGE sea barge that was careening through the ocean at a very fast pace…i looked and saw a basket of different scents (or flavors)

it occured to me then that we were actually going to be sacrificed to this huge sea monster…i don’t remember if it was to appease him so the volcano didn’t blow or if it was just because this woman who was orchestrating the whole thing was completely bonkers

somehow i managed to escape and got my sidekick who looked a lot like trevor from aeon flux…but by the time we got back to the barge, there were no people left…only a demon made of dripping cement…we managed to subdue him and i cut off his head with a pair of shuriken…the head lay on the boat floor, but threatened to regrow onto the body

i picked up the soggy, disgusting thing and launched it over the edge and into the ocean

on the way back to shore, we encountered several penguins, one of which was VERY tiny and extremely snuggly and cute with me…someone said something like “he’s SUCH a little gemini”

um

wow.

I just say “I will remember my dreams tonight.” a few times before I go to sleep and it works. I used to like to ask a question before I go to sleep. I found a faster way to get answers to questions though and now the ability seems useless.
:(
-Loi13 :D