be more social

didnt no i had it in me “) . i amaze myself .

I am too comfy at home. I need to get out more.

After high school I became a total hermit. I’ll only really talk to people that I don’t feel inferior to, or that don’t intimidate me with their confidence. I need to stop being such a scaredy cat and get out there =)

Sometimes I feel intimidated (don’t know if that’s the word) by people. I always think, “What if they’re busy? I shouldn’t bother them” or “What if they don’t remember me?” A lot of these things go through my head.

We all gotta be

Have signed up for both. :)

so yea for years now or i dont know how long but i hang out with the wrong people
like i feel comfortable with them,there in my comfort zone
but i dont like them and everytime i look at them like i feel like saying i hate you ..and i dont have nothing to talk about with them and there not like me ,there not fun like me
i kinda feel intimidated of other people cuz like i think that there better than me sometimes and i cant be myself around them
so starting right now im gonna find friends that i like and im bored staying at my house all day
sometimes i go movies or to the mall or to soem place or ride my bike but im still unhappy
and i wanna meet new people and socialize

I need to stop finding traits that I admire in other people and feeling inferior to them. It’s turning a perfectly good quality bad, because I’m too intimidated to be myself around these people. I need to get better at this because instead I surround myself with people I don’t really like. They fit into my comfort zone but they don’t bring anything to the table. Not trying to harsh.. but I’m worth it. I can be quite an interesting person.

I don’t need to be popular, but I would just like to find more quality friends. Luckily I’ve found a few recently, and I’m perfectly content with that.

I´m the most ocial person in the world man, can´t take any more!

travelling foreign countries has brought out the best in me, i have chatted freely and totally at ease, made new friends and deepened existing ones, small talk came easily and wasn’t difficult at all, i think i can continue with this now here as well. the big challenge is coming up as we are heading for a big wedding next weekend, this will be a test for me.