I have no idea why some people are so talkative, they can start bladder about everything, anything about their lives, people around them or whatever . They feel comfortable talking to anyone, unlikely me, I can joke around or whatever only with the few friends that I have. I feel like it’s harder to harder to communicate with people, I’m ver sensitive and self conscious, even the little expression on their faces is going to affect my courage to talk to anothers. Perhaps that’s one reason. Also I hate this language, culture barrier!! My lack of vocabulary or even daily life vocabulary makes it so hard to my to express anything interesting. I can’t tell a funny story in a humorous way at all, people never laugh at my joke. I’m so empty that nobody would talk to me anyways. Ahhhh the more I realize these things, the less i feel good about myself~makes me even more shy… 1 week ago
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Here is an update of the year that I am having.
I have been finally diagnosed with Expressive Language Disorder by a Speech Therapist.
I have finally seen a pshychirist and he said that I have Social Anxiety.
I am back to getting professional help with my depression and issues.
Alot of things has been happening the last year which I’m glad about because I am finally doing something to help myself. 1 month ago
last weekend i tried out my new found motto of saying yes to new experiences and it was really strange but also lots and lots of fun. however, i went almost 3 days with little to no sleep and am now sick once more. im finally too old to pull of 3 days of continuous partying. need to find a balance between opting for new experiences without sacrificing my sleep or health. 2 months ago
But I’m coming out of it, after 4 years, and the social side of me is awakening! I am feeling more and more a part of the world. The problem is, I have been in my cave for so long I have lost nearly all my circle of friends and I’ll need to make new ones (SCARY!). I’m focusing on my weight loss/health goal right now and trying to socialize when you’re starting a dietary change is tough…but I am starting to feel excited about and exploring avenues to make new friends and maybe even date again. Wish me luck, please! 2 months ago
Not talking is also not being social
Click the link below to see my entry:
http://www.43things.com/entries/view/6016316 3 months ago
I can’t do it. It’s too hard.
But.. It’s worth to try. 3 months ago
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