since i have started taking cialis we are having the best sex in our 44 yrs of marriage. she actually allows me to do it twice within an 11 hour period. i never knew she enjoyed sex so much but i am sure glad she does. i can t complain now, when she asks me to help her with household chores. i just can t complain. thank you modern science.. take care.joe 6 months ago

my latest form of verbal abuse is stating that ..the only reason we are still together is because we would be too poor if we divorced.. i at times believe this is true and also the fact that i would have no sex life without her. i have no confidence in my ability to talk another woman into going to bed with me and i would never visit prostitutes although in college i did and i got a std on two different occasions in which i had to take shots to clear up. masturbation is nearly impossible when one is 71. this is a sad post and i would appreciate constructive comments. we will continue living this life for as long as we live. i hope i die first. 6 months ago

i hate the fact that i can t stop yelling at my wife and verbally abusing her during our arguments. i have tried everything for 44 years and nothing works. now, she just yells at me louder than i yell at her. it s impossible for a verbal abuser like me to stop yelling at her. like a physical abuser, i always feel guilty afterward but then repeat the behavior. i am a victim of my emotions. i have so many mood swings that i can barely keep track of them. help. take care..joe 6 months ago

last night at 5;30 pm , my wife reached into the cabinet and handed me the cialis bottle. she said ..we won t be able to do it for awhile so i thought you would want to take this.. we are headed for the in laws and never do it when on the road. we rarely talk about sex and she never tells me she likes our episode but since i have been taking the pill, i believe she actually likes the act. wow. in our 45 years of marriage, our couplings have been better than ever. thank you modern science. 7 months ago

my feelings, emotions control me. i dread which form they are going to take as the hours pass by. 8 months ago

if she finally throws me out of this marriage after 44 yrs. of my anger , how will i ever find someone to have sex with ? since i take cialis , i am in love with , addicted to making love. i am having the longest, most energetic thrusts, in, out, up, down, wiggle, ahhh. wow ! i don t want to find people on line. who else would put up with my anger, my cialis creation, my awful skin ?could i find someone ? i wouldn t have much money cause id have to give most of it to my ex, i suspect. how ? 9 months ago

after making love with her for 44 yrs, yesterday was the first time she said she was disappointed cause she doesn t have orgasims ..sic.. she said she has only had a few in her life. i now take cialis and am having the best sex ever. i thought she was enjoying our couplings as much as me but i guess not. i said ..think of using the tredmill while were doing it if you don t want to have an orgasim. she won t try. 9 months ago

i should write here all day each and every day. my wife is almost mean as me. she never apologizes, never gives in during an argument, always has the last word. she says she hates to argue yet she argues, fights, with me,,verbally. people who say they don t wish to argue don t argue. my son in law rarely argues with my daughter and that s not good. they live with too many thoughts unsaid.
some day i will print all of my entries and have a book to sell to amazon.com. my shoulders ache when i type, arithitis ..sic.. take care joe.. 10 months ago

my wife and her sister are sitting in the front room talking at 11.33 pm. i am in my man s den writing and surfing. i wish i had someone to sit and listen to me talk all night as she does. if i try to go to sleep i may awaken at 4 am and not be able to sleep again. i am pleased and grateful that i have this computer to fill my time with, my laptop which can t be connected to the net here, my kindle which the reading from puts me to sleep. 13 months ago

i have stayed busy all day or so it seems and yet i still have too much time to wait to eat supper and she is still working on the yard. what do i have to do to obtain satisfaction . 14 months ago

my wife is so happy with this life of ours. she controls everything do to my allowing her to do so for 44 yrs. now she has taken over the tv both in the evenings and in the bed during late night viewing. 14 months ago

i am willing to bet tokens,not money..lol, that there is no one on this site who has a wife like mine, able to do anything and everything better than me. write to me if you know of someone like her. thanks.. 16 months ago

I have been arguing with my wife for over 43 years and I now hate to do so. I taught her to argue and now she argues me under the table each time we argue. I wonder if it is possible to quit arguing after all these years but I am going to try. I know I must be the one to stop this terrible habit. 16 months ago

she just showed me her bill paying system. it scared me to death. how could i keep track of all of this stuff if she were to die tomorrow ? it is like running a corporation with utilities,insurance, taxes..etc. i have to sit with her each month now to understand this stuff. this idea, to show me the stuff, came about cause we screamed at each other for about one hour a couple of weeks ago. now, that i appreciate what she has been doing for us for over 40 years, maybe, i will stop screaming at her. 17 months ago

she is vacuuming the floor while i sit here writing to you guys. if i keep writing here, i don t feel so guilty. i want to vacuum but i hate the cleaner we have. she doesn t want to spend the money on a new one and round and round we go. 17 months ago

does anyone else have this problem as i do ? read my entries, comment, thanks 1 year ago

is there anyone in this vast internet land who has a similar problem to mine ? comment please 1 year ago

i wish people would read these 12 entries and comment on them cause i think my situation is unique. 2 years ago