i need to write.
i need to learn how to open up a little more and let my guard down just a tad.
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Thoguhts are wonderful, I have lots of them .. almost too many, at times I am afraid they will come pouring out my ears then onto the floor .. then they will be dirty and I will not want them any longer. Ew, dirty thoughts. smirks Anyway, the problem inserts itself between the thoughts and the speaking. Everything gets confused, then I lose the thought all together. It makes me sad. pouts Most of the time it is not too much of an issue. It gets worse when I get into any form of a debate – when someone attacks what it is that I have said. I am working on it, taking a deep breath, taking a moment – as long as I need (They attacked me after all) and making certain I have all my thgouhts in order before speaking. Only downfall to this, is the fact that some people take offense to this. shrug Oh well.

