trust someone completely and find they were worth it

this is gonna be tough…

my whole life i have been lied to over and over again and abused and neglected and also betrayed and taken advantage of.

I want someone to prove to me that not everyone lies and not everyone wants to hurt you.

I’ve had this wonderful friend for years and we really had something special. And I completely opened up to him, and unfortunately fell in love with him, too. “Unfortunately” because it’s one-sided.

But now he’s hooked up with someone and I’m devastated. Enough that I can’t handle the friendship as it is and decided to end it. Hardest. Decision. Ever.

I won’t mark this off and say that it wasn’t worth it, because the connection we had was just a beautiful thing. But right now, damn… this is what pure agony feels like.

I’ve always wanted to find someone to trust in completely and know that my trust and care is secure with them. I found a man who has completely blown away and exceeded my expectations of who I thought I wanted to always be with.
I know I can come to him in any condition and be well cared for and loved.

I am TRULY BLESSED

I was betrayed by my family in a major way when I was 8 years old. I find it very hard to trust people. I’m always expecting people to betray me.

But never trusting anyone is a lonely place to be. I want to trust, but I need to pick the right people. I have some changes to make…

I call her my wifey.

never regreted it!

I met him at a baseball game. I was a spectator he was refereeing. If you allow yourself to completely be free with someone, to say and do something without fear of being judged and lovee completely, to me you have done someting that very few people will ever comprehend.

I*f *I‘ve Learn’t anything from anyone, it is to have trust in everyone but trust no one. This way if they do let you down, its just another notch on the stick of life.

Ive been let down a few times along this road called life. The lesson perhaps, would be dont trust anyone, it just aint worth it! But hey, what kind of a life that???

So…we shall see