make friends

Three years ago when I started going to a new school, I thought that I would make new friends very quickly. I was wrong and for the last three years I have been going to school I have had no friends. This has had a significant effect on my grades and my emotions. I tried to make friends by helping my school’s girl’s soccer team during their season and it seemed to be working, but then the next year, they acted like they have never seen me before. It is very rare when someone talks to me and when they do, it’s not for long. I don’t eat lunch during school because I am to embarrassed to eat lunch by myself so I go to the library. Now that i am about to graduate, I feel that my college experience will reflect high school. I just pray to god everyday that things will get better. 2 weeks ago

This Australia Day (which is normally a day to spend with friends, swimming, drinking and BBQ-ing) I spent at home cleaning the house. A bit depressing.

I said to S. that hopefully by next year we will have a BBQ to go to. 2 weeks ago

I’m at a new school and this goal seems very, hard. I mean I’m not exactly new, I’ve been at school for about 4 months now. I know my classmates and blah blah, but I haven’t made any friends. Whenever I try to make conversation and try to make a friend, it always just stays at the level of “friendly acquaintances” We hang out from time to time but I never really connect with anyone. :/ 4 weeks ago

Should make some calls. 2 months ago