BbClari is thinking.
I have always been at the top. Schoolwork, height, and band made up part of this list. But when I got into high school, I suddenly realised that I was no longer at the top; there were three grades of people better than I was. My intuition coming forward, I knew that I needed to be first chair in honors band. I needed to feel the rush of having the ability to say “I so pwn” without actually saying it. I needed to beet my long-time rival, Sarah P. I needed to feel, once again, on the top.
