say the truth

Not saying everything to the closest one to prevent pain with one’s acts of selfish impulses, can be counterproductive…now he hates me. He told me that I am wrong, fucked and overrated…now he is sick and he says its my fault…and that this is the end of everything, that I am the end of everything.
But am I wrong to try to fix the things that according to me were wrong in my life (including of course breaking up with him)?
am I fucked because I want to be true to myself?
overrated? I never rated myself and trully, I do not care how people rate me.
Anyway, I will persue with saying the truth…I still have to hurt some more people in this month and from then on, CLEAN.

Now that I live away everyone I kneew all my life, I have not sayed a single lie.

I want to be true to myself, to others too, specially my family… first most now myself, I’m into that. Then SAY it, as I want it, as I see it.