have good friends

I am building a friendship with Helen. I think this will work good. we get along really good.

I am having some bad time. I no longer have my best friend. We will never be the same again. And I have trouble finding new friends. I don’t know what is wrong with me.

Most people think that good friends r family because they act like it. Not only good friends r like that but also true friends. Though good friends are always good true friends will stay with you almost through your whole life.my truest friend is Aiyana. My mom and her mom have none each other since high school and i’ve none her since kindsrgarden.

i have a few.. but i want some more! a lot of the friends i have are fake and don’t like to hang out with me unless they want something . i think it’s because i don’t smoke/drink/do drugs

But, I’m waiting for the reward of in in with the new! As I’ve grown spiritually, I’ve had to “fire” several friends who weren’t exactly lifting me up. I make efforts in the land of busy, busy new yorkers but its rather challenging if your older than a grad student to form close-nit and reliable true friends. They are out there and when I find them…in time, they become much appreciated!

I realize I already have great friends. Goal accomplished.

Well, one of my friends blew me off about a year ago without the slightest hint as to why. I finally found out. She sent me an email explaining that she was getting tired of me not wanting to go out and drink/party/ect. She was one of my best friends…but couldn’t accept me minus the “good times”.
My other good friend and roommate explained to me that she didn’t ask me to do anything anymore because where she goes is “high end and upscale and she knew that I couldn’t afford it”. She also said that just hanging out wasn’t good/fun/ect enough. Apparently she and her friends are called the “glamour girls”. Good God just roundhouse kick me in the face. Then shoot me in the shins. People blow my mind everyday.

I could have more, closer friends. But I think I can check this off. It’s way beyond what I expected in my youth, and I feel capable of making good friends in the future.

i wrote one …and that was enough

for many times in my life i missed 2 have someone beside me somenoe not like a father or mother or a brother or a sister cuz alhamdolelah i got all of them someone called a friend a good friend …..
i lived days and days asking allah 2 give me such ones that are good lovely and straight
and now i do have many friends that are so lovely the most loved one is ola ….she is so nice and kind i don’t know how 2 say about her and how 2 describe her but she is realy the most honest friend i have in this life…
thanks allah you give me this friend