surround myself with positive energy

I think God (not meaning just one definition of God) in general calls us (in spite of religious denomination) to help people.

A lady was having a diabetic shock in the grocery store and I was worried about her. I needed to help her. I needed to do something positive with so much negative activity going on.

I bought her a juice (with sugar) and some chicken. I hope she’s better now.

Related to my goal of “Stop Being a Bitch”.

i just need to distance myself from potential negative things. i need to get back to basics when things were simple. i need to evaluate my life when it was honest. when there was no flagrant need… when things didn’t need to be explained in a doctored format to sound like an adult.

those kinds of things.

So I’m finding out what I seek in life is often what I experience. Lately I’ve been seeking happy, positive things- and that’s alright. Yesterday, I reconnected with a friend I haven’t talked to in years- and tomorrow we’re going out for sushi. I love sushi!

I love my best friend. Ah- it makes me feel warm inside. She’s so funny, and she always knows what to say. It’s just the best to get a phone call from her. And her energy is so positive. All I have to do is call her. And boom- positive energy. I’m loving it!!

Being positive and surrounding yourself with positive things isn’t easy. I need to encourage myself daily that I’m doing the right thing by doing so.