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Living In God's Exquisite, Miraculous Sufficiency hasn't had time to be on 43T. Been busy with life.
He was so small, fighting for his life. He was unexpected, but a pleasant surprise. I didn’t know how much he would change my life. The first time I held him, his first cry, his first smile – he melted my heart.
His body was so small, so wrinkled, looked so helpless, but he fought. He needed me so much. His first word was “Mommy” and that was the only word he spoke for nearly a year.
Now he’s a tough little boy, growing, the baby fat coming off. Hs words are many and they are getting clearer. He has such independence, but always ready to give a hug.
The ringlets fall all around his face, his sweetness, “Mommy, I love you” he often says, even if he’s running around playing – he doesn’t forget.
He thinks of his sister. Mommy, look, I got something for Hannalee from the treasure box. Nothing for himself. He says with excitement, “This is for Hannalee!!!”
He still melts my heart. I love him so much. He’s my son.



