Establish a healthier relationship with myself.

I am doing better, liking myself a little more.

I keep working on this.

I can’t keep on being mad at myself for the mistakes I have made. I am human just like anyone else and I need to forgive myself. How is it that I can forgive others, but I am not capable of forgiving myself?? This is just 1 thing that I need to learn to do in order to have a better relationship with myself.

Yesterday I had a dawning realization that being alone was much better than hanging out with people that I do not respect or care for. I am certainly not going to take crap from people I do not know or do not care to know and I do not have time in my life for people like that. Time to move on.

I really do…I love me. I am important to many people and there is 1 person out there(Emma) who loves me.

There are more that love me than just her, but she needs me. I wouldnt want her to ever “hate” herself the way that I did for so long.

I need to be understanding of the person that I am and stop putting myself down. Yes I have not always been the best person, but that doesnt mean that I cant like me. Life is a learning experience and Im now starting to learn. The only way to become a better person is to first accept yourself. I cant cange me if I dont care about me. I am now starting to care about me and my happiness.

I have been really in a stinkin thinkin mood lately. Wow is me…Maybe now I can move forward.

I feel better today…and I didn’t cry over the incident with Mike. He doesn’t deserve me.

Today….I have been trying on this but it seems today I might have blackslid into a pitty party for myself…

Well today I feel I have had a major breakthrough…. A WOW moment where I finally might get the whole meaning of things. I feel much better today…and feel I am on the road to healing and being a better person.

I am doing well with this today…

I am doing better today…feeling better about myself. WEnt to church on Sunday and an Al-Anon meeting last night…

Today I have plans to come home tan, exercise….

We lose outselves when we have a mate. Are likes become different as well as our needs. I need to figure out what my wants are. I need to truly like myself and who I am.