stop over-analysing

i do this so much
but its not always bad, i’m not always wrong
i always do it and find out 278495743 possible ways of doing the right thing for one situation
it sometimes drives me crazy, maybe its anxiety maybe its not, maybe…maybe….
hahah

i over-analyse everything to the point where the good things become bad and th bad become worse. the whole world just get way scarier.

I’m over it. I ts just takes too much energy. I’ve learned that its not worth it so I’ve decided to be done with it. Ultimately don’t we control our minds?

I tend to do this in my job the most. I care for young children and I take it very seriously as it is a very huge commitment. Its fun too! Anyways, I’m keenly aware of respecting the role of their mother as well as being a “mother like figure” to them as I spend a large amount of time with them. That line is very fine and I feel that I analyze it a lot.

I can appear aloof if I want, I can let stuff go, I can shrug off comments that probably didn’t mean anything anyway. It’s much better now, and I’m so glad about it. If anyone needs any help, I’m more than willing to give advice.

I think I’m doing this quite well :) I may be able to click this as ‘done’ soon, I just have some more ‘tests’ I want to pass here.

A situation has arisen that I would normally analyse to death, but this time, I’m not. I actively chose not to think over things I can’t change. A lot of the time, there’s no answer to the questions you have, so why bother worrying?

I haven’t really been given a challenge on this one. No one in my life right now is not giving me the whole story, maybe my brother Alex. If I wasn’t so good at detecting when people are lying, this might be a lot easier.

I need a way to turn off my f*#x%x@ head. it is driving me insane. Literally. Last night I “opened up” to one of my “friends” (not quite sure that’s what i’d call her, but) about all of these things jumping around in my head, stealing my creativity and my life. Bad idea. I ended up crying (which i HATE.) It was like, “HI, haven’t talked to you in a few months, can I puke on you?” UGGG, embarassing.

I’ve been meaning to write this for a while. Makes sense in my head, but whenever I’ve tried to put it down here, it then stops making sense.

I think that the over-analysis of both the things that make you smile and the things that don’t, and just the other things, is dangerous. Wow that’s a hectic word, let’s say that it’s potentially harmful. Either way, chances are you’re setting yourself up for a fall. I believe that jumping to conclusions is never a good thing.