be with him again

I decided, i don’t wanna be with him – there was two guys [my two recent ex’s] that i was dying to be back with him ; i was thinking of the memories and how fun we had. but no they’re assholes to me. and they don’t deserve my time. it took a while for me to realize this and be strong. but im finally happy again. i dont need a guy – hope you guys realize this too. some may be in the same situation. dont let guy’s walk all over you, no matter how cute they are :) its really not worth it.

Its been since January 2nd the day he left and walked away from my life. Our love is Strong why can’t I GO ON without him! I guess I need him Everytime i see him in my dreams i see his face its haunting me I guess I need him I make believe that he is here its the only way I SEE CLEAR. wHAT HAS HE DONE HE SEEMED TO MOVE ON EASY. aND HE CAUSED ME PAIN BUT HES MY HUSBAND I MARRIED HIM WHEN I WAS 15 HE WAS 7 YEARS OLDER NOW IM 18 AND I NEED HIM IN MY LIFE AT NIGHT I PRAY THAT SOON HIS FACE WILL FADE AWAY! ITS SO SAD….............

Everything in me wants it.
It phisically hurts not to be with him.

The day we broke up, we were lying on the bed and I told him I didn’t want to lose him because of our stupid fights. He told me he didn’t want it either.

A meer six hours later we were done.

Something in me says that he doesn’t want it to be over. But I don’t want to push to hard. I don’t want to hurt him. I just want us to be happy, and preferably together.

fuck this
i just found out that my best friend fucked him

k peace assholes..

OH PS- SOO NOT WORTH DOING!
there’s a reason you’re all fucking broken up

tips- stop thinking about the good times.
focus on all the bad shit.
:)

NOT WORTH ITGUYS ARE A WASTE OF TIME.

NOT WORTH ITGUYS ARE A WASTE OF TIME.

My heart wants it.