be fearless when I am naked

I had the time to go to the photoderm clinic, or even to a tanning salon a couple of times a week….I’ve lost a few pounds and I might not even abhor the few extra I still have were my skin beautiful…I don’t want to be waifish, nor do I want to be unhealthy. I just want to be comfortable ‘in my own skin’ (to be cliche) but when that skin in the cause of so much shame and embarrassment I don’t foresee that ever happeneing.

Why does Mr.Chooch love me so much??? I don’t get it. But I am indeed grateful and I’ll take every little bit of love he’s got to give, because it is truly what keeps me going.

I’ve not been eating much chocolate lately – I just put it in my head that if i’m truly that unhappy with my little love handles, then I need to be proactive about it and stop eating a pound of chocolate a day!

WELL…went to the annual HMK Christmas seminar last night and as always AC was there. There were milk chocolate Lindor chocolates at all of our places settings and before i left, AC very discreetly told me to meet him at the table on my way out, where he then proceeded to dump about 5 lbs (no hyperbole here…) of Lindor chocolates into this year’s new ‘Pop-up’ Santa gift bag….oh shit, that’s all I have to say.

If I plough through that, naked isn’t going to become me!

Someone special gave me a nice complement that lifted my self esteem with my body….I was told that “You should not worry about your body shape as you are a lovely little package in my eyes”.
Well that was nice for me to hear and made me feel that maybe I see things with my body that others do not.
I am happy to have a healthy and working body, I am going to try and love it just a little more and remember that Goddess curves are splendid to the eyes of my special friend.
Feeling pretty good right now, naked or not.

Why do women struggle with this one so much???
Please any tips, or suggestions???
Were is Carsen when you need him???

goal is nothing short of a monumental task for me. For those who know me, and have seen me – you know why. :(

My better half claims to think I’m beautiful, which is impossible. I sometimes think that perhaps he has very low standards, or else he needs his head examined.

:D
the skin and the hands and everything….looks good to me.

With a positive or healthy body image, a woman has a real perception of her size and shape, and she feels comfortable with her body. With a negative body image, a woman has a distorted perception of her shape and size, compares her body to others, and feels shame and anxiety about her body. Being unhappy with your body can affect how you think and feel about yourself as a person. A poor body image can lead to emotional distress, low self-esteem, dieting, anxiety, depression, and eating disorders. Developing a positive body image and a healthy mental attitude is crucial to a woman’s happiness and wellness.

Crucial that we develop a healthy body image~ but very challenging in our society ~
I have struggled with this since early teenage years…where I felt FAT when in reality I was normal and healthy

I still struggle with this issue and find that when I can accept myself regardless of my size or weight I am in a much better place…
but it is a struggle

I am not quite sure how you can have grown children and be somewhat undeveloped sexually~ but…I think it can happen…
I really want to explore and expand my sexual self…but it’s so hard to find someone to do this with…it gets so messy! (LOL) :) I would appreciate any comments~ :)