toolisima is making the list again
They came to visit me and have to say I was stressing out about it. I did not know if I could handle it in a mature way. But I think I did and it seems to me that they had a good time here and also on the trip we made to Paris. I failed on the dense conversation I had to have with him…I could not ask for advice about talking to my dad.
I felt it was not the time. But I hope he could see I live a nice life even though I don’t live the way the want me to. I hope they could feel I love them…why can’t I say it?
Anyway, I have another chance in December.


