I guess i expected something that was never going to happen. He obliviously still cares some or he probably wouldn’t have said hi especially since i wasn’t going to . I wanted him to be my best friend since we were only a few months apart but there was no way it was going to happen. He really did want to help me. 7 months ago

but i’m not sure if it’s just religion. He was willing to give my father a ride when he had to pick up the car and he paid for me when i didn’t have enough money for Smoky Bones. 7 months ago

She would always thank me when I was over helping her or them. I wish i could think of other things for her but at least its something. 7 months ago

He doesn’t always show it but he has done more for my family than i figured he would. 7 months ago

that she donated a kidney for my father but overall i think she’s a selfish spoiled bitch and i don’t think i will ever be convinced otherwise. I have tried to see things from My’s father point of view. Sure i would be grateful if someone did that for me but i wouldn’t put them on a pedestal for the rest of their life. It’s along the line of what Baby Bastard did. He helped my grandmother when she fell outside which is nice but it’s not going above and beyond like he think it is. It’s just doing the right thing. 7 months ago

not that i thought he was bad person but i guess i really didn’t know him back in high school and he’ll do things without expecting something back i do wish he would listen more but i tune him out sometimes also 7 months ago

I will try this but I’m not sure if I’ll find any in several people i can think offhand. 7 months ago

I think this is very much worth doing but I have a hard time trusting too much into people and I might search for good (and find it) in people and not realize the unhappiness its causing me for overlooking what doesn’t work. If that makes any sense…. I just need to trust myself and let go of the negative. Even if that means letting go of that somebody negative in my life. 23 months ago