Get out of this rut i'm stuck in

i tell you what, since ive started running in the mornings and getting to bed “early” i seem more positive, i feel more positive.

i brought some new exhausts for my beauty of a bike, now that looks the dogs and sounds the dogs.

my life at the moment is pretty barmy, for the last month ive been what i can only describe as “depressed” i generally hate my job, my social life is non existent (well went to see shikari live the other week, but thats all ive done in weeks) im in masses of debt, over 8 grands worth, admittedly its not that bad as i still have the asset if all things do go under (a very nice motorbike..)

i will get out of this rut i’m stuck in, i wont be going to the doctors to see if i am really depressed as i cant afford to live on sick pay lol..

oh well.