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How to allow myself to fall in love with a good man
How I did it: The number one key is DON'T go out hunting for love. When I stopped looking I practically stumbled on my boyfriend, he was right there. Stop obsessing on it and you'll stop feeling like you're failing!
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Rex:(3:21:13 AM)
just wanted to say that i am falling for you just that little bit more every single day
Rex:(3:22:21 AM)
hope you are dreaming of me right now coz i sure am thinking about you
Rex:(3:22:26 AM)
xxx
yep. sex. I didn’t tell him that it is going to happen. And I get such pleasure out of knowing I’m ‘ready’, while he is still in the dark, waiting like a total sweetheart. All I have to say is come Valentines, there shall be some kinkiness going down.
It’s been more than a month now, and this guy.. he hasn’t annoyed me yet! But not in the nerdy graveling way.. Every thing he does and says.. Makes me have that goofy smile on my face all day [Not to mantion the nights]..
Love him.
but why don’t I let myself fall back in love with him? Do I find “good”, boring, and gravitate like crazy to “bad”? How sad is that?!!!?
I actually enjoined myself. In the wee hours of the AM Mehmet and I dissapeared for 3 hours and talked in his car. I think my male roommate is pissed, I think he thinks something happened… He seemed interested in me, and now, he has been more or less avoiding me. Nothing happened with Mehmet! And honesty I am far more into my housemate than his friend who has fallen way to fast for me.
I have so much work to do. I don’t have the time for these crazy boys. crazy yes. I think Mehmet is really serious about me. I mean when a guy starts asking you about fate, that is hard.
Anyway, there is a party tonight that I am headed to. Damn I feel like a social butterfly—so wierd!




