Be able to speak my mind and not regret it

Every time I try to vocalize how I truly feel in a situation, I end up regretting it.
Someday I’d like to be able to speak my mind without feeling nauseous every time I recall it.

Sometimes I get a little excited and I just rabble on to strangers. Afterwards I wonder why I did that, or why I did it so much. I want to not care about this any more because I’m not harming anyone.

When people need a response from me about me, I come up with lame excuses or lies because I’m not used to talking about myself verbally. It would be the smallest and general things like, what did you think of the test? I would answer the opposite thing that was on my mind.

I know there is a place and a time for everything, and I respect those places and those times. Other than that, I expect respect for myself from others. I say what I want when I want to who I want and it keeps you free. Free from trying to be who you aren’t and free from people who aren’t really going to be there when you would be you, or when you NEED to be you.

There’s no use to hide things from people. It only creates drama.

equals such trouble. i think i’m being funny. whatever happened to good old sarcasm? AND WHY ARE PEOPLE SO ANAL. TAKE A JOKE BECAUSE I CAN’T BE SERIOUS MMMKAY

What’s the use of hiding what’s on your mind? It gets me all flustered in the long run. There’s no real point I’d say. If you speak what is on your mind you won’t get all twisted up in your own thoughts. I know I’ve been in a situation once or twice before where I thought something was happening in a certain manner, or because of certain things, and it turned out that I was totally wrong. So, if you voice what is going on in your dome, it makes understanding a lot easier, and more productive. To me, it’s like, if you don’t speak your mind, all you’re left with is assumptions, and we all know what that spells!